Sunday, December 14, 2008
going to rants again if not i would stuff to myself & be unhappy....I WISH MY FAMILY UNDERSTAND ME WHEN THEY CLAIM THEY DO..I WISH MY PARENTS CAN BE UNDERSTANDING ME....I WISH THEY LET ME TRY OUT IN PEACE..& WHEN THEY SAID I CAN GO OUT AFTER I DO THE THINGS I NEEDED TO DOTHEY MEAN IT THIS WAY!!YA....EVERY1 IS COMPARING THE WORKLOAD THEY DO, SO WHAT...WHY IS IT THAT MY YOOUNGER SIS IS SO FORTUNATE THAN ME....WHY THEY ASSUME THEY KNOW WAT I AM DOING BUT WHEN THEY SAID IT OUT, I KNOW IT'S WRONG???!!!!DO THEY KNOW MY FEELING??I JUST FELT THAT I DUN UNDERSTAND THEM @ ALL @ TIMES!!YA....TODAY I FELT REALLY DOWN & A FEELING THAT I DUN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE...BUT I DUN WANT IT THE TERRIBLE WAY...COS IT'S TERRIBLE...PLS PLS PLS...I AM TRYING HARD ENOUGH TO DO PERFECTLY THE THINGS MY MUM ASK ME TO....I AM TRYING HARD TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON...I WANT TO TRY TO EARN A BIT OF $$$$ TO HELP FAMILY....BUT I AM STILL LEARNING....WAT I NEED IS JUST SUPPORT FROM MY FAMILY THOUGH I KNOW WAT I AM DOING NOW IS CORRECT.....THEY ARE GIVING ME STRESS...THEY AFFECTS ME DAMN MUCH....THINKING OF SOLUTIONS TO SOLVE THINGS AFTER THIS RANTING...ONLY WAY IS TO DO BETTER THAN THIS...& KEPT IMPROVING & TO PROVE MYSELF....心要大......~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ENOUGH OF THE RANTING...would be uploading pic i take with friends soon...stay tuned!!Labels: serene
hwaiting
12/14/2008 12:32:00 PM