Sunday, October 26, 2008
yesterday course was okie lo.... 1st lesson on belief & have a touching story....actually in the past i oso ask myself a lot of this 1 qns...why must this have to happened to me??i was super quiet....& i was like a stationery shop but free 1... stapler...glue...tissue...some of it they have & yet they still borrow from mehappen in sec 3 if i did not remember wrongly...i even cried @ that time....over this becos something happened...quiet is not a crime....quiet doesn't mean can be bullied...quiet doesn't mean anything....i just can't express myself correctly?? evoke mine sec 3 memory....& just now my mum thinks i go out now so frequently to 'play'...facts is i am not...& just now got shoot again by her...just becos she wants to find somehing which cannot be found & she use her opinion on me again...she tink that the tools is in mine & mine sis so called 'pile of rubbish'.....but the facts is it is not inside...cos i just tidy up not long ago....so i know...but she doubts us & search inside our so called ' pile of rubbish'...just felt sad that she doubts us in this way & misunderstood us like tat......i dun know is it becos i only started to live with my parents everyday since 7 1/2 yrs old or wat...i lived with my nanny for 7 yrs+++ b4 living with my parents...while i only see my parents on sat & sun& i loved my nanny very much.....i think much more than them....i feel a close feeling towards them.....more than my parents....& i am grateful for the happy childhood memories they give m e..i know that my parents is protective of us ...care about us & etc...but understanding takes avery long process & time...if they felt they understand me.... i felt they haven....anyway i know the cny for next year... on 26/27 jan.....very fast ...haha..Labels: 命中注定
hwaiting
10/26/2008 10:26:00 PM
